shuk = emo.
Sunday, January 28, 2007
reading murni's entry made me wonder something. made me miss the people that used to surround me. and no, i don't have a lot of friends. i just have a handful. just nice for a typical guy.best friend.
i lost my best friend a few days ago. we argued about something. and it was huuuuuge! harsh words were exchanged. i know i was in the wrong. but seriously, i wasn't 100% at fault. and the next thing i know, he told me not to talk to him anymore. i thought i could handle it. being egoistic and stuffs. but slowly, the loneliness is consuming me. i miss you, best friend. come back to me? please?
usual us.
keyis, nisa, murni, hariz, zaid, fairuz. gosh. all of you don't know how much i miss our outings. sigh. i think something should be done about this.
im happy for each and everyone of them. especially for nisa. i have known her since primary 3! most of you might already know this. but nisa and i used to be a couple. i hurt her feelings 2 years back and she hasnt got attached ever since. and although you have already forgiven me for that, i just want to take another opportunity to apologize sincerely if i broke your heart into a kazillion pieces.
lets congratulate her for finally getting attached. i was estatic when i got to know it. i really was. you deserve someone better. and you got it! told you that good things take time, right? i was being a busybody and decided to look at her bf's livejournal. and nisa, seriously, im happy for you.
zaid / okoi.
hariz / unGu.
nisa / NiS.
fairuz / blackrose.
ismail / keyis.
murni / moonie.
lunch mates.
marni, nora, khatijah and rai. haha. my lunch mates. you know, although they're always in school with me, i feel like slowly, we are falling apart. its been a long time since we last did something together. i miss sitting around esplanade with you all. eating ljs or something.
i know a few of you are going through a hard time right now. with stuffs. well, i wish you could use me to comfort yourselves. use me to entertain you. use me to make you forget about your troubles. use me to make yourselves happy.
marni.
raihanah.
khatijah.
nora.
oh and here's a video clip for you all. gosh. i miss all of you. the "usual us" and "lunch mates." i can't help it. ahh~
tommy page - shoulder to cry on
