emo.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

how can i not love you?
what do i tell my heart?
when do i not want you here in my arms?
how does one walks away from all of the memories?
how do i not miss you when you are gone?

i suddenly miss you so much.
i can't help it.
i have always hold on to the hope of having you back.
you may have no more feelings for me.
but my feelings for you is still as strong as before.

i tried so hard. so so so very hard to forget the past.
i succeeded at times.
but it couldn't last.
try as i may, i could not forget totally.

every single thing that i see reminds me of you.
i tried seeing other people to get you out of my mind.
it helped..for a while.

how is it that i can't forget you?
why is it that i can't forget you?
you know why?
because...you're the best thing that has ever happened to me.
2005 was the best year of my life because you made it great.
why can't i have you back?

='(

5:00 PM

hey

Saturday, July 22, 2006

oh goodness gracious me.
it's been eons since i blogged.
lots of things has happened since i last blogged.
rda, filming, etc etc.

and yes, RDA (rotaract district assembly) is finally over.
no more RDA meetings on tuesdays!
no more calling of club presidents asking them to pay!
no more doing of budget for RDA!

filming for FYP (final year project) is also done.
now my fyp is left with reports, editing of video and website.
hurry! one week left, shukri!
special thanks to all the cast and crew of the video.
we wouldn't have done it without you.
thanks to:
- Nora
- Bing Xian
- Andrew
- Fariz
- Lyn
- Murni
- Khatijah
- Raihanah
- Adrian, Andrew's friend
- Class of E26P for helping me out
- Murni
- and obviously, ME!

well, anyway, i posted tons and tons of pics (RDA, dance mates, filming)in my multiply.
go see it, kay?
CLICK HERE!

10:23 AM

yadda3

Sunday, July 02, 2006

haha.
once again, ive been "SPECIALLY" chosen by Fairuz to do this. keke.
and to hilmi, i did that thing already ler. scroll below ok? keke.
***
Once you've been tagged, Write a post with 24 interesting facts/things/habbits/about yourself. Then tag 6 other people(note some of the facts/things might not be interesting. But something i wanna share)

1. i used to practise witchcraft. i even did a spell to break a couple up. and it happened. pure coincidence.. i think. oh and anyway, i don't practise it anymore.
2. i loved spice girls. and still do. HAHA!

3. i hate war-type movies.

4. i cringe at the sight of insects. HAHAHA! i wonder how im going to survive in NS.

5. i hate maths until primary 4 when i scored 62/100. thats when i liked maths to the core. well, sorta. HAHA!

6. i suck at Malay Language.

7. i HATE it when someone calls me stupid or useless.

8. im a scaredy-cat. was afraid of sleeping alone until beginning of last year. hehe.

9. i want to be a model. HAHAHAHA!

10. i LOVEEE Harry Potter.

11. i don't like to play soccer because i don't know how to play it. keke.

12. i can't say the letter "R" properly. =S

13. i like to watch cartoons.

14. i.am.a.flirt.

15. i am a lazy bum.

16. i hate school. who doesn't?

17. i hate getting advices but i like giving them.

18. i am a himbo. i know nuts about what is happening around me.

19. i worry for the littlest thing.

20. i LOVE love songs.

21. im a very emotional person.

22. i do things at the last minute.

23. i love telling dirty jokes.

24. i hate bathing. HAHAHAHA! but i do bathe AT LEAST twice a day ok..

HAHAHA!

6 unlucky people i want to do this:
1. marni
2. hilmi
3. rai
4. bingxian
5. muhammad
6. nora

9:27 PM

GOSH!

OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME!
while the World Cup has gotten everybody in a frenzy, a piece of news has got me excited.
excited, in a bad way..

i was browsing thru today's New Paper.
and i was shocked! surprised! OUTRAGED!
chehbah..

well, anyway the news was about the September 11 attacks.
since i am an extremely lazy person, let me summarize the story in one line:
THE SEPTEMBER 11 ATTACKS WERE FAKE!

here are the ALLEGATIONS, according to The Loose Change Video:
** the US government had a top-secret war plan as far back as 1962 to use commercial planes as weapons.

** it was claimed that it was a US cruise missile, not a plane, that rammed into the Pentagon building.
scientifically, it argues, the lack of body parts, debris, skid marks and structural damage to the building indicates it wasnt a plane that hit the Pentagon.

** how could it be, that the nearly indestructible black boxes, which would have proven what happened, were never found?

** it was claimed that the collapse of the twin towers were triggered by coordinated explosions from bombs hidden on different floors.
says who? well, eyewitnesses inside the buildings apparently saw multiple "secondary explosions" before the towers flattened themselves.

** United Airlines flight 93, which officially crashed into a rural field in Pennsylvania while supposedly headed for the White House, never crashed -- much less feature a heroic group of passengers who overpowered their captives. instead, all on board were evacuated safely, and the plane may still be in use today. YIKES!

** Osama bin Laden's so-called admission that he had engineered the 9/11 attacks was fake. the December 2001 video clip supposedly featuring Osama actually shows a bearded man who looks nothing like the real terrorist.

** also bogus is the "official" list of 19 hijackers released by the Bush administration. the men were never on the planes. sightings show at least nine are alive and living in the Middle East.

ok and there are many more.. please do not take anything at face value. believe what you want to. and all of these information are on today's (2 July 2006) New Paper.

Have a nice day..

6:08 PM