well, **** doesn't mean the bad-four-letter-word. **** means,well, u figure it out ok? haha. i was youtube-ing when i decided to watch "the trouble with **** is".
suddenly, i realised how lonely i am without someone by my side. i feel pathetic about my current situation. alone. un-****d. undesired.
but when i think about it again, i just didn't realise how lucky i am. how i am surrounded by beautiful people. how i am surrounded with people who care for me. who will be there whenever i need someone. and that is good enough. i should be thankful. and i am.
thank you.. ..ismail/keyis for being there for me through thick and thin. for scolding me when i do something wrong. for being harsh on me when i needed a reality check. you are the only person who can slap me back to reality just by saying something. and i am really lucky to have you as my best bud. hah!
..nora & rai for being my source of laughters. the both of you are really my source of laughters. i think i will be a boring person without the both of you by my side. thanks nora for listening to me, for understanding me. i know sometimes you get pissed off by me. and i'm sincerely sorry, k? and to rai. thanks rai. thanks for scolding me when i needed it. thanks for being there when i needed someone terribly and make me realise that there is more to life than ****. hah!
..khatijah for listening to me whenever i have a problem. and you give excellent advices. i like! haha. and you know you can count on me whenever you need support or you need someone to complain to. :)
..marni for being my source of entertainment and irritating me. i like it when you irritate me. not because im sadistic or whatever. but it makes me forget about my problems for awhile and sorry if i made fun of the way you are and so on. you know i don't mean it, right? hope you don't take it to heart, k?
these are the few people whom i want to thank with all my heart. it doesn't mean that i don't treasure the rest of my friends. i really do. but these five people are the greatest. i don't think i can be what i am today without them. thank you. and i love all of you. here's a little something for you:
