bullshit.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

emo.
im gonna be emo again tonight.
and YOU are the cause of it!

everyone has problems.
even the strongest person has problems.
even superman has problems.

i don mind listening to people's problems.
i can be a great listener.
believe me, i can.
i can even give a few advises.

but to actually thank me by not asking me how i am feeling is abit...
...
...
ok i don't know how to describe it.

its heart-wrenching when you have to listen to people's problems but no one listens to yours.
people are becoming un-appreciative nowadays.
is it a trend that i am unaware of?

- they claim that they're there for you when they aren't.
- they find you when they have no one else to turn to.
- they call you to go out with them when all of their other friends or gf/bf can't accompany them.
- you are there for them when they're down, but they are NEVER there when you need them.
- they care about themselves.
- they don't even know how you feel or don't even bother to ask.
- they cancel their plans with you after you have gotten so excited about it. anti-climax.

yes, i am troubled.
yes, i need a friend.
whom i can laugh with.
who can make me forget all my troubles.

but apparently, they are busy with their other-halfs.
they are too busy with their problems to remember me.
i know i can't be compared to their other-halfs.
im simply just a someone to them. not a somebody.
know the difference?
a someone is just a person who you find when you're bored.
a somebody is a person who you prioritize and care for.
so, im a someone.

i assure you, after people read this, they will say that im too emo.
that im too emotional.
they will tag at my tagboard, giving me useless advises.
they will talk to me in msn, asking me whats wrong when they're not sincere.

know what?
please don't bother anymore.
seriously.
do not even bother.

go concentrate on your own life.
find me only when you need someone to talk to.
find me only when your other-halfs can't go out with you.
find me only when you need something from me.

because..
i can't be bothered anymore.
im disappointed.

11:59 PM