why why why?
Sunday, October 08, 2006
a series of questions i will ask.
silence i will get for answers.
boredom is what im feeling right now.
entertainment is what i need.
okok, shut up shukri.
shukri is trying to be like dr seuss.
but he fails miserably.
apparently hes not artistic or creative enough to be...creative.
answer me something, ladies and gentlemen.
why do the rich become richer, and the poor poorer?
why do bad people get what they want but good people don't?
why are people talented and im not?
why do the nice people treated badly?
and..
why do i ask these?
well, the main reason for me asking these is because...
i.am.bored.to.death.
its 4.52am and i have not slept yet.
not even for 5 seconds.
i cant sleep.
i think too much for something that does not exist.
and i worry too much.
i wont be surprised if one day (maybe next week) my hair turns grey and i have wrinkles all over my face.
you know what?
i hate thinking too much.
i hate worrying unnecessarily.
have you ever wished that someday, something happens to you.
and you end up in a hospital.
just because you want to know whether a person cares for you.
and to see whether he/she visits or cry for you.
i had to resort to wishing that happened to me just because i feel lonely and un-cared.
i disgust myself sometimes.
i hate it when i complain.
makes me look whiny and naggy.
but i do it anyways.
i wish you were proud of me.
i wish you would accept me for who i am.
and not change me just to suit your taste.
i wish you would understand.
i wish you can be in my shoes for a day and know what im feeling.
i wish i could read minds so i know what youre feeling.
but that wont happen.
see. im complaining again.
someone put scotch-tape on my mouth now, please.
school is becoming a pain.
and its just the third week of school.
GOSH!
im broke to the core.
i have barely enough to last for a month.
i guess i cant go out often then.
CRAP!
ok shukri is finally sleepy.
because hes bored.
so shukri is going to bed now.
good night!
kiss me!
5:05 AM
