Saturday, October 28, 2006

so, let's talk about love, shall we?

ok, so what's love gotta do, gotta do, gotta do with it?
haha. that was a song frm some female singer.
ok nvm.

lets start.
love.
everybody needs it.
everybody craves for it.
everybody yearns for it.
everybody wants it.

but when they have it, they dont know how to appreciate it.
they dont know how to embrace it.
instead, they take it for granted.
and in turn, hurt the other party because of their ungratefulness.
such behavior is despicable.

im not saying that im perfect.
im not saying that im someone who understands love inside out.
im merely speaking from my point of view.

as much as i hate to admit this, indeed, experience and wisdom comes with age.
the older you are, the more you understand how love or life or whatsoever works.

ive been in a few relationships myself.
and it has always been me who has been worrying so much for the other party.
but i did not get the same treatment in return.
instead, all i got was a feeling and expression so cold that it can freeze fire.

sometimes, i hate being me.
i hate being shukri.
who cares so much.
who doesnt know how to talk back.
who isnt strong enough to handle situations.

i want to be someone else.
i want to be nonchalant.
yes. thats it. nonchalant.
i want to let the other party experience what i experienced.

hmm.
ok i think im sour.

3:30 PM