jealous

Saturday, October 28, 2006

im green.
green with envy.
im jealous.

jealous with everything around me.
i know. i know.
be thankful with what you already have.
but i cant help feeling jealous.

i don really care about material stuffs.
i don care if someone has the latest handphones or the latest laptop.
but all i want is for someone to love me whole-heartedly.
aww. haha!
you know what? i sound desperate.
stop it shuk!

i used to loveeee seeing couples holding hands.
hugging.
kissing.
in public places.
no, im not a pervert.
i just feel warm all over seeing couples do smtg together.
i used to love seeing couple blogs, couples saying sweet things in each other's tagboards.

but now, i just feel disgusted.
i feel like throwing stones at them everytime i see something like that.
why?
because im jealous.
yep yep.
jealousy is indeed a horrible thing.
people can do crazy things when they're jealous, trust me.

just like me.
see, im so jealous that im blogging.
hahaha!
thats crazy, rite? haha!

im so damn bored now.
no one to sms.
no one who smses.
no one to go out with.
no where to go.

H-E-L-P!

5:27 PM