emo.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

how can i not love you?
what do i tell my heart?
when do i not want you here in my arms?
how does one walks away from all of the memories?
how do i not miss you when you are gone?

i suddenly miss you so much.
i can't help it.
i have always hold on to the hope of having you back.
you may have no more feelings for me.
but my feelings for you is still as strong as before.

i tried so hard. so so so very hard to forget the past.
i succeeded at times.
but it couldn't last.
try as i may, i could not forget totally.

every single thing that i see reminds me of you.
i tried seeing other people to get you out of my mind.
it helped..for a while.

how is it that i can't forget you?
why is it that i can't forget you?
you know why?
because...you're the best thing that has ever happened to me.
2005 was the best year of my life because you made it great.
why can't i have you back?

='(

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